All I can think about is wedding planning, and my friends are probably tired of hearing me talk about it. But I'm super excited! I pray that my parents will be supportive and let me do what I need to do. I dont think that that can accept the fact that I am getting older and I'm ready to move out, start my own life. I still want them in it, they are my parents and will be wonderful grandparents. They are just so stubborn, now I know where I get it from. I just have a few descisions to make and I'm all set, just got to contact places and people and get things going. Sigh.

Growing up is so hard. There are times I still wish I was in elementry school.

so it is 2008 already... 2007 went by fast. life has just gone by fast. it was a crazy exciting year. for the new year there are some goals that we (mike and me) set. ready... sounds a bit crazy but i think we can do it. we need to get into better shape. so we are going to stop eating junk food, yes i know, i have to resist the temptations of candy. mike can no longer have any soda. i have to give up butter, unless i'm cooking with it. my goal is to be back to my original weight, so double digits if possible anymore. mike wants to lose about 30lbs this year. i think he can do it. we also have to start saving more and stop spending so much on things we dont need. mike needs to finish school and get a job so we can move out.

emotionally exhausted from all the stressors in life. i know i am very loved. but it doesn't change how things go when i am in the real world without people i love. i am way too stressed and tired. and i dont even have to take finals or anything. there are only a couple things that would help calm me down, but i can't do those things during the week, that would just be irresponsible of me. arg.